Plants temporarily parked on the kitchen floor.
Creativity is an odd thing. Throughout the lockdown many of us having been working harder than we ever have in our lives. For many others of us, we have been stuck at home with time on our hands.
What could be better? No commute, unlimited television/internet, and the freedom to waste your time the way you choose to. This is a dream for a lot of us nine-to-fivers: being your own boss and doing what we want, when we want. Ironically many of us have found it hard to be creative under these conditions
That weird disconnection from the world plus that weird dependence on the digital universe is somehow draining the creative impulse. I am one of those who is feeling creatively numb.
I’ve been painting and drawing away, keeping up a steady flow of works. But for me it’s been feeling lifeless, probably a reflection of my inner stress.
You need to move them when the sun shifts.
My answer to this is to let nature provide. The first day the plant seller turned up at our local market I went a little nutty and bought a lot of plants. I also sowed some early vegetables in little pots. All wrong of course, it’s way too early to think about putting anything into the ground.
I’m fussing around them like new kittens. Because it’s so early in the season, it’s really too cold for them to be outside. When the sun shines I drag them outside for an hour or two, then pull them back in when the temperature shifts. I’m watering them enthusiastically but probably too much. With any luck I won’t kill them all in the process.
The tomatoes need a lot of sunlight. Maybe electric bulbs?
If I can’t gain inspiration from my inner world, I can inspire myself from my little plantlings. The plan is to paint and draw these plants in still lifes before they die off or are transplanted into the ground.
On the positive side, “normal” life is not exactly around the corner but we can see it approaching in the distance.
For instance, in the UK they are attempting a modified opening of pubs and hairdressers and assorted fun – if not exactly essential – businesses. They have done a very good job with their vaccinations and I hope it works out.
France not so much. Around here things are a little slower. My husband got his first jab. It will be at least several weeks before I get mine.
First shot across the bow! More on the way.
Until my little world begins to crack open, expect some paintings and drawings of straightforward, happy flowers and vegetables over the next couple of weeks. It’s my answer to digital numbness and anxiety.
New life and a connection to nature is the way to go. Here’s to a healthy and connected future.